14 week pics & spotting scare

Here is me at 14weeks 3days!
About the spotting scare. We went on a field trip today and will be going the next 2 days. I was on my feet basically all day. And during a regular day of school I'm usually up and down never standing for too long. I came home and saw some red CM on my under ware. I called my mom and she said to be safe just call. It wasn't alot and I didn't see any when wiping. I called explained to them what happened. She asked me to come in. So I get there and they were super nice. The doctor looked at my cervix and said I have a "Tri-something" cervix meaning its really sensitive. She said that's where the bleeding was coming from. She said if she would have touched it right then with a q-tip it probably would have started bleeding. I knew that my cervix was sensitive from past issues (bleeding after sex before I was PG). She asked if we had sex recently and I said, sad to say for DH but nope! So she listened for the heart beat. Found it and at one point it got fuzzy and she told me that noise was the baby moving. So everything is okay. Which was a relief! They had me in and out in like 25-30 minutes! I was happy!

Am I a Bitch for being honest?

So I just got off the phone with my newly PG sister (see post below). And I am a little annoyed with her. She doesn't see where I am coming from. She doesn't see how she calls me every week and bitches and complains about money and her house and living in the expensive ass county that we live in and her husbands job sucks ass. She was scared about finding out she was PG and kept telling me she was going to freak out if she was. Oh well now she is fine with being PG and I need to worry about myself... but its fine if I worry about her when she calls bitching previously to finding out she is PG. Uh no, Sorry!
She thinks I am worried about materialistic stuff. All the things she brought over for me to use/barrow. I could careless. I sure in hell don't want to hear ONE complaint come out of her mouth. I am totally venting here. Its just a lot to take in. She is annoyed with me now and how I reacted. I told her that if things were so rough with $ why wasn't she 1)on BC or 2) wrapping shit up before having sex?! Obviously it's not that big of a issue for them.
I'm scared for how my mom is going to react. The poor lady does A TON for them. And she is so stressed for them b/c of all the bitching my sister does to her. Mom tells me sometimes she stays up at night just worrying and thinking about all of us (me & my 3 sisters). She specifically stresses about the newly PG sister that lives here and the one who has been trying to get PG for the last 5 years who lives in NC and is in $80,000 in debit from TTC. Oh man! It's gonna be hard to not say a word to anyone with EVERYONE being in town the next few weeks. Okay... I am done! AHHH!

My sister is KTFU!

Yep, that's right! And it's not the one with all the ivf issues. This is the one who lives here and has the 2 year old. So I freaked out for a hour about it all. I love my sister to death but she is very dramatic. She calls me at least 3x a week to tell me how poor they are and they can't pay this bill or that bill. And I am sure it sucks but obviously if they aren't wrapping it up and being careful since she isn't on BC, it ain't all that bad!
I tried calling her back but she won't answer now... maybe I was a little too up front (honest)! Maybe I am being a bit selfish. Thats normal right? My mom was planning on taking care of our baby once its here and I go back to work. She already takes care of my sisters 2 year old. She can't do all 3. I mentioned it to my sister. She said she she had her turn already, for me not to worry about it, and that it would all work out! I think I was freaking out more so then her! lol

Stuck in a rut!

I'm feeling sorry for myself. And I have no idea why! Thanks hormones! I feel like I am stuck in a rut. I need something to happen. I am still at that fat looking stage and not looking really PG at at all. I was up last night because my stomach was tore up. Sitting on the toilet at 2am isn't fun! Maybe that's it, I am tired! I am really eager to find out the sex so that I can start looking at furniture, bedding, and just names would be nice! Blah. Okay, please excuse my bitching! I think like that then I take 2 steps back and remind myself how blessed I AM. "Um, hello whiny biotch... your sister would kill to be in your shoes and so would tons of other women!" and that's what I say to myself! Alright. I'm better now! Back to cleaning!!

Happy Birthday G Man!

Today is my nephew's 2nd birthday. He is so freaking cute and is trying to talk a lot. I called my mom today (she takes care of him) and he got on the phone. I yelled "Happy Birthday!" he said "Berfday!" He calls my husband Cah-Cah (he can't say Kevin) and the whole family dies when he says it! It sounds so funny! We are going over there tonight for his birthday dinner. He makes me smile even when he acts like a pain in the ass!
Nothing else much new. My two sisters who don't live here are all coming into town next week. I can't wait! We are having girls night out next weekend and I'll be the DD! They are already planning my shower. One called me last night wanting an okay on the weekend. Sometime in July.
Still feeling good pregnancy wise. Sometimes I feel tired but its not as bad as a few weeks ago. My mom is coming with us to the BIG u/s. I can't wait... it couldn't come fast enough. I started really looking at names last night. I think once we know the sex then the planning/ fun stuff can start! Yay! :)

We have a date!

For our BIG u/s! The weeks better fly by! April 9th at 4:00. I can't freaking wait!!

13 weeks

I took this picture yesterday before the bridal shower. Sometimes I feel like I am starting to show but it depends what I am wearing. The pants in this picture are loose so they weren't holding it in for me! lol
Some other clothes I wear sometimes hide it. Besides that nothing much new. Still feeling great.
I have to sit here all day and catch up and fill in days for my lesson plans. We all have to turn them in to the AP tomorrow! Its such bullshit!